Until the beta. I have my suspicions. The stark snow white peesticks are a hint. So is the spotting. So is the complete lack of any other kind of symptom... of ANY variety.
But I still have to do the PIO shots, and I still have to wait.
and wait for the worst.
How does one 'move on' after this? After the loss of any hope of a biological child of your own? Loss of the child/ren we don't have. After ALL of this. There's still nothing. It's just so exhausting.
(btw, if you haven't dealt with IF personally, I am not particularly keen on hearing your advice at the moment)