Tuesday, July 31, 2007

2 more sleeps

Until the beta. I have my suspicions. The stark snow white peesticks are a hint. So is the spotting. So is the complete lack of any other kind of symptom... of ANY variety.

But I still have to do the PIO shots, and I still have to wait.

And wait...

and wait for the worst.

How does one 'move on' after this? After the loss of any hope of a biological child of your own? Loss of the child/ren we don't have. After ALL of this. There's still nothing. It's just so exhausting.

(btw, if you haven't dealt with IF personally, I am not particularly keen on hearing your advice at the moment)

4 comments:

Christina said...

I'll just offer ((((((((hugs))))))) if that's okay.

Cindy said...

I'm so sorry. There's nothing else to say. My heart breaks for you.

**Sara** said...

Me too, (((((((hugs)))))))) to you, my friend.

mary said...

(((((hugs)))))